3rd times the charm

song of the blog: people under the stairs - you

oh, i wish i was going to bonnaroo. im thinking i might try, but i dont know. the lineup this year is amazing, people under the stairs is going to be there and who knows if they'll ever head to the east coast again. i dont know though, thats alot of money and vacation time that i cant afford to loose. my good friend richard from la will be in atl at the end of july and i want to spend my vacation with him getting into some sort of crazy adventure like we use to. i think we've both been needing a crazy adventure. ive got my crazy mountain life going on and hes got his crazy hollywood life going on.

insomniac....me? yeah, well not really, but i mean, its hard for me to get to sleep. i mean, i could go to bed when im actually tired, but thats only after i eat lunch at work or like 3-5 in the morning. and when i have to be at work at 630, 3-5 in the morning is not a good time to be going to bed. i dont know what my problem is. its like, my brain decides that as soon as i hit the pillow, its going to turn on full blast and just pump out thought after thought after thought. maybe blog will help alleviate some of that. i thought i had the restless leg syndrome, but i think that was a mental thing more than anything. i use to have these "fits" as i called them where my body would just have spasms and freak out. but i think ive got that under control.

im going to start running on monday. im off and hopefully the weather will be like it has been lately so my first day of mission: get my ass in shape will be a good one. ive been thinking about getting into shape for awhile, and now i feel would be the best time. i mean, im single, and i planned on working on myself, so why not work on all of me, physical and nonphysical. why shouldnt i take care of my body? i mean, it make sense. i think the hardest part of this mission will be trying to eat healthier. the past few nights ive had bubba burgers, pizza, hamburger helper and hot dogs. its going to be hard to cut back on that stuff and eat better things. now i did eat a whole bag of salad the other night in between the burgers and the pizza, so thats good, i guess. i think it will be hard because im not really sure what im doing. i mean, im just going to go out to the park by the river and just start running. im going to get some weights and start lifting. got to start somewhere.

i think people give michael jackson alot of grief and in turn think his music is...i dont know. but i personally love it. they way i picture mj is not as the weird white chick guy with no nose, but has the jerry curl wearing, glitter glove motherfucker we once knew. i mean, its some bad ass music. i think one of the best songs is "can you feel it?" oh man, that song is just fucking great. i think justin timberlake tried to do a michael jackson groove for a bit then gave up. i can see why, its impossible to get to his level. or what his level was. i think ill change the song of the blog to michael jackson - can you feel it?

i hate that im missing out on monday. ill leave it at that.