Sunday, April 19, 2009

everyone loves to listen to the raid

song of the blog: jacob fred jazz odyssey - doves army of love

well, the title of this blog was going to be "everyone loves to listen to the rain" but i like that current one.

i was sitting on my porch, drinking a high life, just thinking about water. and i think i have come up with an excellent reason why i, me, love to be in water. both my parents were in the navy. i believe they met because of the navy. that is the simplest explination that i can come up with. i mean, when i see a body of water, i just want to jump in. its weird. now i do have some limitations. i love surfing and the beach, but i dread water that i cannot see whats under me. shores of a lake are the same way. out in the middle of the lake, no problem, well as long i dont look down. i mean, i love being in water, feeling it roll along my skin. the sensation of being nearly weightless. add that sensation to the rush of flying along atop a wave and man, i can describe it.

im thinking (hoping at least) that ive gotten through my whatever number of steps of grieving. maybe it was the book i just finished reading, or some lunar related action, but i just feel better. i feel like im ready to get going with life again.

hopefully tomorrow will be nice. if not tomorrow, tuesday. so i may get my ass running. i feel like forrest gump. over the past couple of months ive this strange urge to just run as fast as i can. its weird. its like needing something to eat, or having to poo. its like its a natural sensation.

i certainly cant wait for this weekend. im going to visit my cousin chris for some much needed R&R. apparently im going to witness the wonder of a 109" projection television. i always enjoy myself when i go down there. its nice to be able to have someone to go out and get a beer with or just sit around and shoot the shit with.

rather short tonight i suppose.

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